How to find your values

Ahsan Saudagar says:

Great video

Valerie Ann says:

I grew up on a farm way out in the countryside in northwest Iowa in surroundings a little bit like Dorothy started out in The Wizard of Oz, with a beautiful mother, inside & out, like the good witch of the North-very peaceful.

AND, my recurring dream there, in that heavenly wizard of Oz area, way out in the country, from zero until I started kindergarten at 5, was being in my happy bliss place lying inside a perfectly round clay dirt tunnel with a diameter of about 1 meter or less. I was always in absolute bliss lying in that tunnel, in my re-occurring dream.

When I was about 20 or 21, Nat Turner’s grandson also named Nathaniel Turner moved to the basement apartment right under our apartment in Chicago, I then had that dream from my earliest childhood again, and this time I was in an underground room connected to the tunnel, with many slaves including my Buddhist/Rosa Crucian friend Nat Turner, who was one of my closest friends in that previous lifetime.

We were probably located at the beginning of the underground railroad, boldly planning the escape of whichever slave most needed to get out next, while planning the creation of Garvyism & having regular candle-lit meetings in a room underground in the evenings, right under slave quarters on plantations that were connected underground with tunnels to all the other plantations, as well as ways out, to travel to freedom by boat to the north.

I think I ended up dying from wounds in bliss, in one of those tunnels after the Nat Turner massacre, having escaped a torturous end. I was a big black man in that lifetime and I think I was Nat Turner, and was in charge of those meetings.

Then in my very next life, I was born as a little white girl, to a loving, angelic, white family, growing up on a farm, way out in the country, in a very isolated and heavenly place, and often woke, having my re-curring dream of being in my happiest bliss place, lying in a perfectly round, clay-dirt tunnel until I started going to kindergarten at age 5. I remembered marking it in my head at age 6, that it had been exactly 1 year since I had that dream, and strove to remember the bliss and happiness of lying in that perfectly round clay tunnel.

Then I understood why I had switched from world peace loving, like my mother taught, to the same consciousness of Malcolm X, at 17, after hearing Malcolm X speak, and with encouragements quickly gained a very militant attitude, too. My time from 17 to around 27 was painful being a white girl, racist against white people at 17, living around African Americans who were also racist against white people and me.

Then I eventually shifted into Chinese culture, and remembered being a kung Fu protector in China in past lives, like Alexander Fu Sheng in the movies, while training in kung Fu in New York, from a great teacher straight from the Kung Fu movies in Honk Kong & having a similar feeling that Chinese were superior to all other races, but always encouraged like that.

I was also practicing Buddhism from 17 and striving to get rid of the racism — so wrong with knowing the pure good heart of my mother and father and grand parents and so many good white people I knew, which racism causes hurt and problems for many non-racists of all races including for non-racist black people.

People were always being pushed to drive people apart, so greedy rich con artists can divide and conquer people and easily use and control them in all kinds of mean ways, and I now always strive to remove racism and create unity also. ❤😀👌